I'm so very disappointed in myself. I've eaten masses of chocolate.
I ate a large easter egg after tea last night. Then I felt that sick, I didn't move off the sofa for 4 hours. Not even for a cig. Why do i do it to myself?
Admittedly I do have a *thing* for melt in the mouth food. At easter it escalates and I cant seem to eat enough. Then I have a sugar drop? if thats what you call it? and I start to crave it. I wake up drooling about chocolate.
Ah well. My the good lord preserve my waist line. amen.
Ive got all these cool photos, and I cant seem to get them off my mobile phone. I keep trying to move them to the internal sd card, then I could wack um in my pc :/ seems it wont let me. Which is starting to piss me off.
I got a photo on there of the easter bonnet I made, and now I cant show it off. grumpy. pffft.
I think the only way to do it is via bluetooth.
Hey- did i mention petes got a vox page? of all the social networking sites, in all the world....
Ive been asked to make an easter bonnet. I always get asked to do odd arty farty projects for people, so im guessing i'm not usually to bad at them....Otherwise they wouldnt be asking me, right?
Anyway, im still ill so if you have any suggestions, instructions and zaney bonnet websites to share - Do so now.
im off to go vomit.
full of a cold.
Ok. Who messed with the menu system. A few weeks away and someone decided to change the navigation bar. Interface designers indeed, screwing up with peoples familiarity. If you’re listening, pack it in vox. I know time marches on but it’s nearly insulting at how unwilling you was to wait for me to return before going ahead and changing everything.... . Honestly. I feels exactly like i do when they move shit about in my local supermarket - annoyed.
Anyway yeah! im back! It took tiscali until yesterday avo to connect me, Ive been waiting a month! A month with no internet! I was doing well until last week, by then I’d moved in, done most of the decorating and I started twitching. The first bummer was realising i only had terrestrial TV for a flipping week (OH MY LORD). Second was when i realised i had no napster tunage piped up to my pc. Third was having no online buddies :/ , forth was podcasts, fifth was fiction wise, sixth was bbc website, seventh was ebay, eighth was you tube, I could go on to at least fifteen, but its getting rather tedious....and you get the point.
Finally I'm settled . Me and bubs have moved into a little 2 bed terrace, its all cute, cosy and purple. I shall post photos. It’s the kind of terrace you see thousands of all over the north, but this one is different. Its mine. Im really enjoying the place.
As for resting up now im here, well, its not happened yet. Plus I've been filling in forms this morning, all these divorce papers have been driving me around the bend. There’s nothing like painting to take your mind of it. So tomorrow folks, get ready to be inundated with pics. Hope your all well and no one has no terrible news for me. Regardless msg me! make me feel loved and wanted once more ;p xxxxxxx
ps. some things never change. Its just took me four attempts to post this!
Ended before it started for these guys, heard them on 6 music a couple of months before they split. Such a shame...depressing really. Rather like the post xmas back-to-work mood :/
Dear Tanta Pawz,
What a year! So much has happened! In fact I’ll bullet point the last 4 months for you.
- Pete and I broke up – I was officially dumped for another woman.
- We are selling the house and I'm trying to find somewhere to move to (epic story)
- My dads got preleukemia.
- Ive had a cold, chest infection and still have Labyrinthitis.
- My mum got hit by a bus.
Not good.
I'm crossing my finger’s that next year is better- which realistically – can’t be that hard to achieve. How are things between you and the missus? My mum said she spotted you at the White Rose shopping centre in Rhyl. I said she should have popped in and said hello, but she doesn’t like making a fuss. Which is kinda hard now she has a mangled hand (don’t tell her I said that). Anyway, it took me a couple of days to get my list sorted, but I think it’s more concise than the last one. So here a few things I wouldnt mind...
- A crow bar
- Black bin bag’s
- A shovel
- A teddy- either a bobble the blue owl or a cow
- A box of Thornton’s – Dessert gallery collection (mmmmm)
- Fluffy socks
- Black dazzle eye shadow – the loose powdered stuff
- Hair clips or bobbles
- A paddle hairbrush – hairdryer has melted the middle of mine
- A good set of meaty headphones (mine are knackered)
- Blank sketchbook and a lockable diary
- Multicoloured selection of biros and a notepad
- 1 Dita von teese book - The Art of the Teese
- 1 human anatomy/ art book
- Any clothes (current like the colour garnet)
- A corset (can never have too many)
- Paintbrushes and paints
- A calendar
- A red purse
- Anything lemon flavoured / scented.
- Dark green gloves to match my hooch hat and scarf
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One more thing, bubs wants to let you know that she wants a large biscuit bonio, and if we don’t get her one, she’ll lick my Thornton’s so I can’t eat ‘um. See you soon!! Lots of love, Selina x |
Ps.
I'm staying at my mums this year.
I don't know if you notice anything different
like the leaves on the trees or my clothes all over the floor.
It's getting dark and it's getting cold and the nights are getting long
And I don't know if you even notice at all
That I'm long gone
And the things that keep us apart
Keep me alive
And the things that keep me alive
Keep me alone
This is the thing
I don't know if you notice anything missing
Like the leaves on the trees or my clothes(...)
And I don't know if you even notice at all
'Cause I was real quiet when I closed the door
And the things that keep us apart
Keep me alive
And the things that keep me alive
Keep me alone
This is the thing
And I don't know if you notice anything different
I don't know if you even notice at all
This is the thing
seems an apt title this morning...
just lookin at this again, what a fantastic job... especially the top circle ;) read more
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